Unsent
Dear Zhamd,
I like you a lot. I realize you're in a relationship with someone right now and I respect that. I would like you to know that if you're ever single in the future and want to come visit me in California, I would be open to spending time with you and finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song.
Dear Nebz,
I liked you too much. I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me, and think solely about themselves, and you were plenty self-absorbed for my taste at the time. I used to say the more emo the better. The truth is whenever I think of 2009 your face comes up with its innocence like it was yesterday.
Dear Ina,
I love you muchly. You've been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive and nurturing and consummately there for me. I kept drawing you in and pushing you away. I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your arms and cry in front of you for the first time. You were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself. What was wrong with me?
Dear Reid,
You rocked my world. You had a charismatic way about you with the women and you got me seriously thinking about having a home, and you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass. But I couldn't really feel you were giving as much effort to me as I did to you, and that stopped us from going any further than we did. It's kinda too bad because we could've had much more fun.
Dear Teken,
We learned so much. I realize we won't be able to talk for some time and I understand that as you do. The long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could. we were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives. I will always have your back and be curious about you, about your career, and your whereabouts.
[edited from the song Unsent by Alanis Morissette]
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