Turmoil in Progress: The Fear..

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore

And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taken over by The Fear

- Lily Allen, The Fear

Sinking myself deeper into the abyss of my mind..

Trying to hide from the fear that i feel inside..

I know some things are just not meant to be..

I don't want to try anymore.. Rejection hurts..

The truth is.. I want to move in..

I don't want to feel this loneliness..

But i'm not ready.. I need to have a job first..

I need to be self-sufficient..

That's the condition..

Unconditional Love doesn't really exist..

I want to be Happy...

Turmoil in Progress